sigh!

sigh

recently

i cant do thing perfectly,

i wish i could

apparently i failed to do so, i hv no confidence in all sort of thing.

I started with  enthusiasticly, ardently, earnestly.

But when i meet sum of the obstacle , problem, or ,mistaken at d path that i walk tru noe,

i screwed up!

i’m not dare to step even half more inches into it.

I feel to lock myself again in d blackest room of this world. Everyone will not c me

And  forgot those task that i”v failed to make it by the way i said i able to accomplished it confidently.

Oh God

I should not sound so arrogant at d first time right…

Thre is no way back or other option,

could You help me this time

I need confidence…….

some wisdom…….

some inspiration….

n some luck more if u feel it is worth n faith to me….

I cant do thing v no confident v no supportion v no faith at all.

For now, my task seem harder than climbling up to d sky, reaching for the moon…..

I really dono whether i can make it this time or just cut off my thought now for save me from tears, disappointment,n sighness……

if onli i could advise myself "keep holding on" but is hard

after 2 or  3 minutes

i started to think to bad site already.

If i reli lose my promises this time….HOw?

i absolutely terrified when i think of that scene…..

I know many of them will comes up with sad face n end up with disappoinment n lost confident on me…They will started hv no faith on what i gonna do next. Hence, end up with no 1 support me or give their helping hand no matter in what i wanna do next even i was fucking serious at that time…..

Once u did wrong u ‘ll b blame for forever when d same situation came….

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP HEP HELP !!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really scare…….T_T

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